Want!

I want this!!

possible speech...

Dear [#5],
There's something I need to say, something which I need to put out there. This is not something you have to react to, or respond to at all, I just want everything out in the open, then I'm gone.
Before I met you, I was the girl who dealt with things. I got over guys. My exes have called me cold-hearted and a heartbreaker, because once a relationship is over, it's over. And I'm done. Then you happen, and everything changed. I ended things with a guy who bought me diamonds, who bought me many pretty things, because of how I felt with you: safer than I've ever felt. Then I left, and I'm sorry I did.
I went back to Utah,did what I'd always done before, but I couldn't get over you. I go out with new guys, date new men, and none of it matters. It's not the same.
When I'm with you, I feel safe. Safe to face inner demons, to share my secrets and fears, safe to be weak. 
You are amazing, and I'm sorry to have been such a pain.
I'm moving to Florida, then I'm not going anywhere. I wish you would give me, give us, one more chance, it's one I feel we deserve.


I love you, but won't harass you anymore.
Good Bye.

OK, so maybe I'm on a Zombie Kick...

Hat Boxes

Little Story for ya...


Just over a year ago, I was out shopping for Christmas gifts for my girlfriends, and found these Amazing Hat Boxes. So I bought one (each with a different design) for myself and my other amigos. I have since decided that I want to buy the rest of the collection for myself, but I can't find them anywhere! and I'm annoyed!! (gr)

Fun Stuffs

Went on some adventures in the last few days...

First was the Houston Rodeo! My awesome aunt took my sister and I to see Toby Keith in concert. Not my favorite artist, but still a lot of fun! Got cowgirl hats, and the man - truly a cowboy, the older, gentleman, my-momma-raised-me-right kinda cowboy - took one look at me and told me not to go getting into trouble in my hat. Would I do something like go get into trouble dressed in a flowy broomsticked skirt, denim corset-top and straw cowgirl hat?! ME? I don't know what this man was thinking. Anyway, it was neat, and we're going back (just me and my sister) on Tuesday. YAY!

Also went to Galveston yesterday. Went to the Aquarium, which had some really neat unique fishies in it. I was asked if I'd take someone's picture... my CM tattoo must still be visible. Also went to the beach and meandered up and down it. Fun people watching! Also a really neat seawall painted with all kinds of sea life on it. Seal of Approval!!!

Also! 30 days til I'm in Florida next!! YAY!!!


For now, I leave you with just this...
Tequila for my Girls,
Whiskey for my Men,
and Beer for my Horses!!

Some things just have to be shared....

Sometimes, you find something online, and it has to be shared....

Most recently? Zombie Pinups! 


Zombies + Pinups = BizarreAmazingAwesomeness

Life is... strange.


In other news...


I went dancing again, and #10 wasn't there (sadness) but again I got to see and dance with #11 (cute guy working on a PhD), #12 (tall guy who can really dance), #13 (cute kid with no frame), and #14 (attractive but very aloof dude) were all there and made me feel pretty yet again. Loves it. There was also #15, a guy with hair longer than my own and #16, who is VERY attractive, and can REALLY dance well. I do love Houston's dance scene.


The interview I was supposed to have today didn't happen because Disney didn't need to interview me, cause they had all the information from the interview a few weeks ago. Made my life easy.




"A sense of humor is just common sense, dancing."

Ah ha ha ha ha!!!

I had to share my geeky moment of the day... So I was doing an internet search for Talking Cavern aka the Talking Rocks Cavern in Missouri... but I mistyped, hit the c instead of v in cavern, and as I went to erase it, I noticed that "Talking Cac" will lead google to recommend "Talking Cactus" for your search. Too weird, and something I HAVE to check out. Know what I found? Girls with Slingshots: Two Girls, a Bar, and a Talking Cactus. It's my new favorite webcomic. I = in love.