Friday, July 17, 2009

Amazingly Accident Prone

It's not my fault! I swear! No, Really! This time it really was not my fault. I got knocked over by a guest at work in the Wave Pool today, and now can barely put any weight at all on my leg. I had to go home early from work it was so bad. Now I have to go in tomorrow, and if it's still extremely painful, they'll send me to Health Services, then Health Services will put me on restrictions, and... yeah. Ouchies.

Bright Side! I get to sit at home and feel sorry for myself, watch Pirates of the Caribbean, and still get paid for the entire shift.

Monday, July 13, 2009

SPIDER!

ACK! As I was posting that last, a spider fell on my head and was crawling around on my bangs! EWWWWS!

Sunday, July 12, 2009

updating the amazing

OK, So I'm at 27... Let's see if I can remember all these men...

#19: I've worked with him a couple of times. #19 is a sexy Puerto Rican Lifeguard. We work together a lot, and it's become a regular flirting thing. Also, we're talking about hitting a park together when we both have off.

The other day, I was on a Deep Rotation (I originally typed Depp rotation, dOH!) and directly in front of me was my Girl Blondie, whom I love deeply, behind me was #19, which was fun, and behind him was #5, who spent the entire time that I was at Reef Dispatch and he was at Reef Exit staring at me rather than watching his water. I think #19 noticed, because once I was at Reef Float (the rotation had gone through, QED #19 was at Dispatch, and #5 was Reef Guard) he kept on calling for my attention and flirting with me. I got a group of 20 guests to splash him, which freakin' rocked. Also on that stand, #12 came by to say hi.

#20 was the Operations CM at DHS the other day. We talked a little, cause I was there alone, and he gave me a Fastpass to Toy Story Midway Mania, which otherwise has like an hour wait, so it rocked! I got my flirt on AND got a Fastpass out of the deal.

#21 and #22 were also at DHS. I used to work with them both, and they were all excited to see me (I stopped by to say hey to people I knew in the area) #21 begged me to come work with him, and told me how great I look, and that he didn't even recognize me (as he said that, his eyes were on my, uh, Eyes) and #22 stopped working to ask how I was, why I hadn't come by earlier, and told me that I looked REALLY good. Yeah, 1 and 2 were out.

#23 is a Photopass guy at work. He has promised me dinner and a movie for whenever I ask. We only ever see each other in the park, tho, so I haven't had a chance to actually give him my number.

#24 is the friend of a friend. Actually, the Friend of the FiB (Brown) of one of my Girls. (Brown being the one who wanted me to compete swing dancing with him. apparently vs #24) So the three of us went over to the Boardwalk to dance at the Atlantic Dance Hall, I was supposed to dance with both, and they'd see who was better between the two of them. Little did we realize that ADH is closed on Mondays. So we turned literally 180 degrees and instead walked into Jellyrolls, the Piano Bar on the Boardwalk (named after Jellyroll Morton, who, my sister felt inclined to inform me, was very syphilis (sp?) ridden. There! A random factoid for the day) and spent the night drinking instead. There was some general good natured flirting through the night, I made them buy me my drinks, especially after they both started drinking my KoolAide and then Brown spilled it. #24 was annoyed when Brown decided to come along to walk me to my car. After hanging out for a while talking at my car, Brown finally walked away, and I made out with #24 for a bit. After I was on my way home, I got a call asking if I wanted to continue hanging out somewhere. I turned them down in favor of some sleep.

#25 was a guy at Lollicup on my birthday. Flirting over Lollicup is the way to go!

Ahh, then there were #26 and #27. When we first got to Jellyrolls last night for my birthday, it was just me and Giggles. Two girls at the bar is perfect! We were quickly approached by a couple of guys and were hitting it off great, we just about had them wrapped around our fingers when one of my old friends showed up with a crew of people and scared them off. I was annoyed, but at least I got some flirting in.

OH! When I was at Jellyrolls with Brown and #24, #7 showed up with some of the girls from work and sat down next to me. Serious Testosterone Poisoning ensued in all three men, and by the end of the night, Brown was ready to throw #7 off the Boardwalk.

On a more serious note. After a lot of thinking today about my attempting(ed) friendship with #5, I've decided that for my own sanity, I can't do it. So I have cut off from him as much as I can. I can't cut completely because we do work together, and our jobs really center on good communication. It's gonna really suck, but I can't keep on trying to be his friend when I'm still head over heels in love with him. It just doesn't work. But I am going to talk to #12 about trying to keep us from being near each other in rotation or on break together. #12 will be understanding and keep it low profile.

My Love, Miss You All back in UT

Cry - By Faith Hill

I've been dealing with some stuff, relating to #5 and our history, and the fact that I still have intense feelings for him, and he doesn't. It's been really hard on me. Then I heard this song, which perfectly relates how I feel right now...


If I had just one tear running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your expense

Maybe all my misery, would be well spent

Could you cry a little, lie just a little
Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain

I gave now I'm wanting something in return
So cry just a little for me

If your love could be caged honey I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt those lies they'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all you'd have to know, for me to be fine


And you'd cry a little, die just a little
And baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting something in return
So cry just a little for me


Give it up baby I hear you're doing fine
Nothing's gonna save me I see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache come on, give it a try
I don't want pity I just want what is mine

Could you cry a little, lie just a little
Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting something in return
So cry just a little for me

Cry
Just a little
For me

Could you cry

A little
For me

OK, so it's overdramatic, but that's kinda how I'm feeling at the moment. I just wish that this was a little hard for him. It's childish to say, but I want him to feel a little pain. I love him, but with everything that's happened, I want him to hurt, just a little. Let me see some pain.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

umm... wow

So... yeah. The FiB of one of my really close girlfriends (who is also a coworker of ours AND a ballroom latin dancer) entered me into a Street Swing Competition as his partner. I've never danced with him at all before and he doesn't know how to swing dance. This competition is in a FEW DAYS. I'm kinda scared and excited and.... wow.

NERVOUS!!!