Cry - By Faith Hill

I've been dealing with some stuff, relating to #5 and our history, and the fact that I still have intense feelings for him, and he doesn't. It's been really hard on me. Then I heard this song, which perfectly relates how I feel right now...


If I had just one tear running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your expense
Maybe all my misery, would be well spent

Could you cry a little, lie just a little
Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting something in return
So cry just a little for me

If your love could be caged honey I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt those lies they'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all you'd have to know, for me to be fine

And you'd cry a little, die just a little
And baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting something in return
So cry just a little for me

Give it up baby I hear you're doing fine
Nothing's gonna save me I see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache come on, give it a try
I don't want pity I just want what is mine

Could you cry a little, lie just a little
Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting something in return
So cry just a little for me

Cry
Just a little
For me

Could you cry
A little
For me

OK, so it's overdramatic, but that's kinda how I'm feeling at the moment. I just wish that this was a little hard for him. It's childish to say, but I want him to feel a little pain. I love him, but with everything that's happened, I want him to hurt, just a little. Let me see some pain.