I'm having kind of a down day. I miss everyone back home a lot. Oddly, there's less drama among the Swingers than there is among the Goonies. What I wouldn't give to just go to a little, chill, out of the way cafe and just relax with my two other halves. I feel like I've really drifted away from my girlfriends down here, or maybe I just don't want to get as involved in their drama as they want me to be. I've had enough outside drama for one lifetime. I'm still trying really hard to be a drama-free zone, but no one seems to get it. I just don't want to put up with all the crap that everyone else wants to shove at me.
I still haven't talked to #5, I've spoken with him in passing, but haven't actually talked to him yet. I think I did quite well when we spoke, but actually talking to him could be something else entirely. I'm really nervous about it. More than is actually necessary, probably, but that's how I am.
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